I usually do this in notebooks, which I hide in stacks under my bed like pornography, but seeing as how I'm too insecure to upload anything into my gallery which could potentially draw people in here, I figure this is as safe a place as any to write down my personal thoughts. I anticipate the same number of readers for this online journal as the rest of my journals--zero.

While it seems quite ridiculous to bother keeping an online journal that no one will ever read, I'm actually using this as a way of getting over my insecurities. I'm afraid of showing my art or writing to people who's work I admire. I'd be embarassed exposing myself to such a talented group, and I'd be crushed if they didn't like what they saw. I am hoping that after a few entries I will have mustered enough courage to upload something. So you see, maybe then you'll read this.